*Floored*

This past week has been a blur. I remember all the friends I've been hanging out with... but because it's been all so packed, the conversations have all become one. I can't recall what I said to whom...
So much has happened this week, it's been very emotional. Saying farewell to 5 of my closest friends at work hasn't been easy. They're all moving onto better things and I'm happy for them, but I'd still like them to stick around here a little longer. Not only are people leaving for good, but we're all taking off on our vacations now. The first couple people left today, S and I leave tomorrow. I'll only be gone for 2 months, but I'll still really miss some people.
This past week has also been good for a bit of soul-searching. Hung out with people I haven't hung out with in ages, and it was really really nice. Been hanging out with the boys and it's been really cool. Yesterday was a complete boys' day. Submitted grades in at work, then played football (soccer) with the boys from work. Had a good run around, scored a couple goals then headed home to shower and out to Tokyo for dinner with R. He was held up at work and we didn't get to eat 'til 8:30, but it was nice since we found an organic place in Omotesando. Headed to Heartland in Roppongi and chilled there for a while until the J arrived with A and M. R headed home and I just stayed out all night with the 3 boys until first train and ended up crashing at J and H's.
I MUCH rather hang out with guys than date them. It's just so much more fun... Why is it that I don't hang out with the boys more here in Japan?
After the little work-fiasco on Tuesday and learning of the repercussions... I don't think I'm going to go to Korea after all. And even if I do, I won't stay longer than a couple days. I don't want anything weighing on my conscience...~