Sunday, April 22, 2007

*Neither Rhyme Nor Reason*

That Shakespeare knew what he was talking about...
I've been angry - very angry lately. I know now that the expression of this anger is misdirected every day. There's also frustration - the frustration of not knowing what to do.
We can't choose who we fall in love with and neither can we choose when we fall in love. I fell in love and that was that. My emotions, feelings - everything was trampled over. It's taken me this long, but I think I'm finally dealing with it. I didn't deal when I should have.
I feel like my heart's shattered and it will never mend. I'm trying to deal with it now, but I don't know how to do it.
Why has it taken me this long?
I will never get closure... but maybe this is the closest I'll ever get.~

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Never ever ever ever say never! =)))

Hang in there!