*Inexcusable*

I did something horrible yesterday. I honestly didn't mean to do it. I feel really really awful about it. I've barely been sleeping all week and I've just been physically, mentally and emotionally drained... I did it almost as a reflex reaction and I just can't get it out of my mind now.
It's so bad, that I can't say what it is exactly that I did. But let's put it this way... you're with really good friends and colleagues and you're out chilling... when you accidently commit a social faux-pas. The worst thing is that you'll have to see this person next week...
Jeez... it was embarrassing. I feel like such a dweeb. I wasn't even drunk. At least if I were drunk, I'd have an excuse.
Urgh... I'm such a social loser. I can't be taken out anywhere. I think I'll just go dig myself a hole now...~